Wednesday, December 31, 2025

  

  god designed system of procreation 

is just for one purpose of perpetuation 

it is not meant to be a mere recreation, 
in infatuation, sensual satisfaction, 

when god's purpose is not served, 
when god's will, the discretion, is not cared

never can anything be a prayer , nor a worship 
nor an offering nor a sacrifice

it's delusion, it's illusion, it's ignorance, 
it's madness, it's crime, it's arrogance

never never it's divine
not even bovine

it's inhuman, it's cruel. it's evil 
it's misuse of free will

Tuesday, December 30, 2025

  

god in my innermost speaks thus

why to come out :let me come out only in utter need,

unless it is a must why to waste my resources of sath ,chith, ananda--world, universe runs on its own, as per its own laws

 

if i have to come out it is only to restore the laws that are damaged if at all

 

i am uninvolved witness, ever established in the depths of my consciousness

 

i  have defined every thing ,  perfectly, unambiguously, clearly.  no confusion, no concessions,  no mistakes,

i have programmed every thing, including calamities, good and bad, with perfect understanding and deliberate intention, nothing is accidental, nothing is outside my sight

if any one is happy or unhappy it is my own intention, as a result of laws of the universe operating, in spite  of me ,and because of me

Monday, December 29, 2025

  god has been writing books infinite

his language silence

his scribble invisible

”richo akshare parame vyoman”

[knowledge is structured in consciousness]

all the infinite books are collated

compressed stored ever updated

all the pranies are accessing his website , the innernet

and down loading as per capability/necessity

uploading their experiences, pains pleasures, success/ 

failure stories for his feedback /recycling/evolution/improvement 

of all his product designs


that is how creation is denovo

in the process of navo navo bhavathi


”yasthannaveda kim richa karishyathi”

[what avail is all this to those who do not know that]

  Get Attached, One Hundred Per Cent

I listen to the same raga, same song, several times, with full attachment ie with so much full attachment that i get new tastes in it, new insights in it, new melodies in it, new excitements, new fantasy, new wonders, thus every listening increases my attachment to it much more, probably i may not get detached from it at all in my life time, i get never bored, never tired, never disgusted, but ever wanting to listen again and again 

can you see why and how this is happening? Here lies a principle it is the ability of the subject that matters, not the quality of the object

 if one is in the awakened stream of consciousness, everything, from the most grand to the routine trivial becomes charming equally ,sensing the newness of his own newness in whatever object encountered yatha pinde thatha brahmande , even in tasting a chocolate"

"When u keep listening to something again and again u become one with it.. 

u and the thing forming a self referral pair as if a silent dialog happening with it, the thing becoming a jhoola, to sit on and swing back and forth the jhoola, it is just a routine , nothing new, just oscillating yet one sitting on it and swinging finds immense joy, excitement, fun, liking to play again and again due to one forming a self referral pair with it,

 when u keep listening to something again and again , that thing acquires a special hue, an aura, a ''holy'' something since u are the stream of consciousness that has wetted it, that has sanctified it, that has enriched its value in other words ,an insignificant, stray, trivial , a chocolate or a straw

 straw gains value by association with u, since u are the stream of consciousness  here one is in deep attachment yet in a ''nonstick'' unblemished by any attachment all due to one having awakened the stream of consciousness"    

"In the state of stabilized samadhi, the activity carried out does not bind the doer / no attachment / no residual marks , llike a line drawn on water, no trace is left since he is doing in the state of nondoing  ,so emphasize that the level of consciousness of the doer matters, but not on what is being done or on how many times it is repeated ,"

"Detachment does not happen if the activity is repeated any number of times detachment happens thru meditation, which lead one to the experience of the state of samadhi, instantly for a few moments in the initial days kshanika samadhi as sadhana, matures after some time, this state becomes nitya samadhi ,ie, detachment, ie nonstick prevails in activity, whatever it may be, eating, walking, seeing, listening etc , without this sadhana, detachment does not happen even if the activity is repeated any number of times For a real devotee ,the same one name, rama , gives everlasting sweetness, for him its madhurima is ever lasting, never he gets bored never get detached

One's creativity makes the routine work too charming , nothing never boring not the task is important , but the doer's level is the significant factor Rasikatha, is the point a rasagna enjoys anything more thoroughly than others since his level is that of rasovaisaha for a commoner classical music is boring 


for a connoisseur the same classical music is charming lokobhinna ruche since levels of perception differ

 

''bhais ke aage been, '' --is a saying underlining this point 

''pearls before the swine'' is another"

    

gnyanaprasoonam

gnyanaprasoonam is flower of knowledge

knowledge is a flower, it's a good ,correct simile--is easy to understand

flower has petals, similarly knowledge has individual components , called branches [ wrongly ]

petals are many

petals of knowledge are infinite or at least a sahasra, hence a existence of sahasraar chakra, its centre

petals grow simultaneously as the blossoming proceeds

knowledge petals blossom simultaneously not one after other

flower is connected to the tree and tree is to the root 

knowledge flower is connected to the tree of life, its root being the pure being the transcendental consciousness 

Wednesday, December 17, 2025

    Great day!

a holy day!

that is today!

past is an archive

future is not in our grip

i cannot touch my past or future like now i am touching the present with my finger on each letter on key board

i can see things only now

smell fragrance of dust in the drizzle now

i can feel love hate hot cold soft hard all only now

i can speak/hear only now

i can taste the saliva in the mouth only now

all what i experienced now already became past

the present moment is fresh new ready to be used only now

i can see god only now

he is really now, only now

he is nav ,now

i do not know how he was how will be

he is on line now

life is , only online, and now

Monday, December 15, 2025

    guru grace it is like  rain 

it rains on the terrains  hard and soft,

in drizzles some where, 

down pours else where, 

crops grow, weeds too, 

some seeds sprout, 

some flower, some yield fruits, 

some perish in short time,

some get destroyed by the weather and beasts, 

some trees are felled 

some flowers are picked, 

some pests feed, 

some burn in jungle fire 

a few drops fall in the shells 

some become dried

s saome few become pearls

rain,it's all the same , water drops

yet it produces different effects, different results,

in different degrees 

in different ways

how? why?what? where?

how much? when? what for? 

no one can estimate, 

no one can anticipate,

no one can find out, 

no one can comprehend


rain is unconcerned

it just rains, it's done

Saturday, December 13, 2025

  Gabheeram kaasare vimsathi vijane 

ghora vapine,Vishale shaile cha brahmathi kusumartha jada mathi

Samarpaikam chetha sarasijamumanatha

bhavathe,Sukhenawasthathum jana iha na janathi kimaho. 

9Searches and hunts the dim witted one,In the deep dark lake,In the lonely dangerous forest,  And in the broad high mountains For a flower to worship thee.It is a wonder,That these people do not know,To offer to you the single lotus,From the lake of one’s own mind, And be happy at one’s own place

Oh God who is the consort of Uma,"

Friday, December 12, 2025

Thursday, December 11, 2025

  ganesha is not only the roopa aspect but the principle aspect , .ie vighna kartha+vighna hartha

1  i see him as an on off switch, a door opening/closing, a speed breaker, to stop the over speeding, but allow the walker to cross the road , or a brake in a bike ,or a watchman at the gate, ...incidentally ....well suits .on ...how parvathi kept him at the entrance to stop shiva ,, i may not see him as depicted in the pictures / or as described in the stotras,

2 . he creates obstacles, he removes obstacles,-----like a water tap, allowing and stopping the water , so one must earn his grace, ie one must know how to use the beneficial aspects of both ...''on and off'' ....

2.1 this '' on off '' is what we do in ''activity and rest '', 

on the ultimate level ,it is '' manifest and unmanifest ''

since it is a principle, the applications / possibilities/ ,manifestations of it are infinite

in life every where this principle is present , even eye lids, closing and opening

2.2 light is discrete "packets" of energy that we call photons, ....so it is a case of flow of ''glow and unglow '', since , between photons, there is no energy , no light

3 since a principle is universally present, and eternally working, it is a deva, animesha, ...ie some thing valuable and ever alive. 

to explain such subtle knowledge , dharma sookshmas to commoners the media of icons and episodes is used 

4 unfortunately the principle is ignored / overshadowed by rituals/ faith/ beliefs / hopes, and devas remain a mystery 

but for rishis all devas are just so familiar and intimate that they can cognize them every where without any ambiguity , 

since they have gained access to the field of ''parame vyoman ''where in, ''yasmin deva adhivishve nishedhuhu '', the laws governing the universe reside . 


all the vedic literature can reveal true essence to the one who has that experience, ie access, to that field , but, ''yasthan na veda , kim richa karishyathi '''' alas , to the one who has no access what avail are these

  God or man who is more powerful??

god is the supreme, powerful, all knowing, 

still human appears to be more powerful than him 

and eventually started to manage every thing by himself, overtaking god, 

and learnt to correct--- the silly mistakes of god---

god tried to drench with rain, man came out with umbrella raincoat, waterproofing

tried to bake him in hot sun, man put on slippers and shoes

tried to break his head, man rode with a helmet

wanted to burn with hell fire, man came with fireproofing, extinguishers, fire alarms

tried to deafen with thunders, man with his little finger or earplugs sealed 

to kill ,created lions,tigers ,man simply trapped them in circus cage

created diseases to destroy, came medicines even cancer under check

tried to create confusion by theories and philosophies, man said I am rational, am scientist ,no confusion and mysteries

planned starvation deaths by dry seasons, but godowns are full with grain

sunk water to torture by thirst, but man reached deeper by borewells

caused accidents, but immediately came ambulance, doctor nurse, medicine,

sucked blood, but man helped by blood donation/blood banks

gave four, but man said i can walk with two

started to create population problem , man came with condoms,pills,abortion

god planned to delete birth, man said no with testtube/sperm planting/secret mothers

god wanted to be monopoly to all knowing, man created the web /media knowing better

he tried to drown, but man swam, oceans

tried to push down, denying wings …man created aeroplane and walked in air

tried suffocation, but man came with oxygen cylinders, ventilators

man, the supreme super god, is able to communicate to the entire world through simply on keyboard ,email, phone ,transmitter,video, 

let god create any harm , 

man is there to protect all, to take care all, 

even to excuse god for his follies out of his ignorance, ego, foolishness, stupidity 

man lives long whether god wishes him or not, 

man being more virtuous, more kind, more considerate, more rational than god who created him----- by mistake---- probably

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let this be in small print, so that readers will skip , otherwise they will not praise my extra wisdom


god ! 

do not ask me the question----- who gave you all the intelligence and energy, to do all that?


if you ask, i will have to hide my face behind you only

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    God exists as a system that temple is 

with all its procedures specifications functions practices 

every one serves the temple in their own way, 

responsible for his deeds misdeeds

i see god in the totality that exists around ,

and happening in the name of deity 


lord venkateshwara is existing not only the moola virat in the sanctum sanctorium, but is fully alive in the system that prevails their composed of every thing that happens 


similarly, i see jagannaath in the rathayathra , in the crowd and all that prevails

some undesirable things do happen , but temple and god is meant to refine and surely refinement does take place, in due course 


if a few people are thriving, a few people are trading, it is all a insignificant aspect when compared to the total glory of the system 


like tree is a system , around it lot happens, thrives, it is the mechanics of organism, birds, bees, reptiles, beasts, pests, thorns, dry leaves, falling bark , nothing is excluded, nothing is holy or unholy , all is a process with its own best logic .


and i recall, panda helped me at allahabad, 

and pujari in any temple is a means to carry out my intentions

me not knowing how, and he knowing it all

and my concern is my destination, not the means or modes to reach

     Good, for me this is a feast 

i turn to east

to learn god best

and take gurus help most

here i flow with his grace

come run , join in my race

Contending  opinions.

------------yes, truth /god/reality has infinite dimensions

no single human can deliver all the views, 

every human has his angle 

and so a unique vision 

so a different opinion 

so they are contending, 

yet tending towards truth , 

not yet reaching for sooth

truth being unfathomable

this process continues for ever, 

has been since time immemorial

Christians think universe is only six thousand years old.

-----let them think, 

may be they are on the way towards exact figure

may come out a newer testament

more updated than the previous

and more updates follow as human evolves 

nothing is final, at least not yet

The Hindus think that the universe is infinitely old

---let them also think

similarly , as they evolve they will update 

probably to assert that 

the universe has just born at this moment.

we shall wait for the right answer 

till eternity,--if possible

With an infinite number of subsidiary creations and destructions along the way. 

------------oh, forget brahma, vishnu. maheshwar, seen/heard in temples, movies, stories scriptures,videos, tv serials for a moment 

see your skin that is the home and play of the trio 

carrying out the creation, maintenance, destruction 

the cells , your cells, my cells, cells of every living being 

from amoeba to manava , it is their live on line existence and performance, does not need a biologist

or a zoologist 

to know its gist

Now they can't both be right.

----you are very right

they have revealed what they found as right

it is right ,

it is their right ,

no fight

after enough evolution, probably they fuse in one right 

but they all need the light

of the transcendental consciousness, 

the ultimate right, 

light, 

bright 

otherwise they can never reach the harmony

even if they waste a lot of time , time is money

Either the universe is a certain number of years old or it's infinitely old. 

---your challenge is bold , 

fact cold, 

of value gold

my answer is , political, i mean poetical, 

or more hypocritical 

i want to capture all the votes,

i have no currency notes

so 

i give my nod to any opinion

on this i have no pain, have all gain

i , so say , 

1 universe is just now is born, at this moment

2 universe was born a few years ago

3 universe is eternal unborn 

mine is united parties alliance , [pun. fun ]

and i argue and prove with each of the voter 

that is the king, most knowledgeable, a know all

and i teach tolerance , 

and give instant deliverance 

what do i lose, 

if my verbosity is let loose

The major religions on the Earth contradict each other

earth looks flat if you see the floor under the carpet in your flat-------correct 

earth looks curvy if you see from a jet plane window at far distant high----also correct

earth looks round if you see from moon------and this is correct , 

earth looks a dot if you see from far higher galaxies -----yes , fortunately this too is correct

i can join any party, and utter that truth of that party 

but i do not get stuck there 

i aayaraam gayaa raam, 

so i change my party . 

and my flat, 

i grow 

and stay in a bungalow

i stand to gain 

even if votes do not rain

What if all are wrong?

---------great, i wanted to say this .

but , you said it 

i parrot --all are wrong

never can any human find the ultimate

he gets checkmated

he gets limited, tho uninhibited, 

by his inability, of perception, 

his comprehension,

safely for our mental health, we can amuse 

ourselves with a muse 

that none is right 

and ourselves try to find the unexplored 

to the best of our ability, 

not relying on any one , ignorant or enlightened

the ground is open and vast ,fortunately, for my solo play 

and i continue my play 

there is no end , i mold my dolls with my clay

You must care about the truth.

----how much truth ?

tell me your truth , 

i shall check with mine and take care to update

there is no final date at any rate

Be skeptical.

-----yes,that is why i went to guru, 

found out , what is truth, 

with my direct, experience, 

authentifying my gurus version of truth

In the scientific line of work, they're called hypotheses, not inspiration and not revelation.

----unless they are inspired, enthused, excited, 

they cannot reach and perceive the revelations of 

their logic, their rationality , their research, their investigation 

it is just being prosaic, cold , alert, open, no illusions , no delusions, 

that is how illumination dawns

but some flow in to poetry 

allegory, imagery, idolatry, bigotry, 

superstition, sentiment, belief faith, 

getting shadowed under .

one must shrug off 

some are fast 

some are fastidious

some are slow 

some slovenly

all to give best lesson 

we to take the best message 

and forget the idiom and medium of lesson

pick the grain, from chaff

Most of the religious prophecies are vague, ambiguous, imprecise, open to fraud. 

They admit lots of possible interpretations

-human frailty

ignore with frugality

frailty thy name is human 

omnipresent, none is excluded 

even vishva mithra

Kele tapasya viswamithra

gele menaka maaghe kuthra

They admit lots of possible interpretations

-------they know more than me if not all, 

hence open to all interpretations 

or interruption

it's not at all a corruption

Why do scriptures not contain statements like 'A body in motion tends to remain in motion.

-----here i quote William Blake who said

‘What is Grand is necessarily obscure to Weak men. That which can be made Explicit to the idiot is not worth my care. The Wisest of the Ancients considered what is not too explicit as the fittest for instruction because it rouses the faculties to act.’

Earth weighs so much

------even this can be no precise

'There are no privileged frames of reference'? 

one frame , that is frameless transcendent , is the basis of all privileged not privileged

Faster than light.' 

---is the light of transcendent , whose rays are infinitude with intelligence and energy which can travel straight and in all possible curves circles zigzag

Why should God manifest himself in such a debatable way when he can make his presence completely unambiguous?

his presence is completely unambiguous -- to the one who did experience thru gurukripa.

thermodynamics cannot be unambiguous to 8th class boy, unless he graduates to engg knowledge

Why should God be so clear in the scriptures?

-----because it is written by qualified professors and can be understood by one similarly qualified 

and so obscure in the world?

----in the world not many are qualified hence it is obscure for them

For believers its easy. Anything you don't understand, you attribute to God

----------it's an escape route to the timid , 

not willing to do tapasya and know and thus be bold to know what is really what

God for most is where one sweeps away all the mysteries of the world,

------------for ignorant all is miracle oracle, mystery 

for the enlightened it is just mastery

Simply turn you mind off and say God did it.

-----they are helpless children, forgive them , 

they really want to say i do not know

do not have the courage hence find this easy outlet

Thank you , dear friends

my internet and powercut are hand in hand cut throats, 

cutting my throat, 

cutting my posts 

in bits and pieces 

yet i lose no peace

in perfect compose

i go on doing my compose 

no repose

nor just pose 

and all roses to you all

      God or man who is more powerful?? god is the supreme, powerful, all knowing,  still human appears to be more powerful than him  and ev...